Putri Candrawati: Often I Feel I Don't Want To Live This Life Anymore

Putri Candrawathi reads pledoi (Rizky Adytia Pramana-VOI)

JAKARTA - Putri Candrawathi alluded to the inability to continue living in the aftermath of the premeditated murder case of Yosua alias Brigadier J. She admitted that she received many insults and insults.

Putri Candrawathi made this statement in a memorandum of defense or plea at the South Jakarta District Court, Wednesday, January 25.

Putri shared her experience on her way to the detention center (rutan) after undergoing trial. In every corner of the road, banners containing insults were often seen to her.

"On the way after the trial I saw from the prisoner's car there were many banners containing insults," said Putri.

In fact, not a few sentences seemed to urge the panel of judges to give the death sentence to him and his husband, Ferdy Sambo.

"The verdict is for the Panel of Judges to impose frightening sentences. I can't imagine," he said.

"Not the slightest thing I ever thought of, this embarrassing incident took our happiness forcibly," he continued.

In the defense note, Putri wrote insults and insults that made her mentally shaken. In fact, it seemed to encourage her to end her life.

It's just that, memories of children make them strong. Until determined to stay alive and face all the problems that exist.

"Often times, I feel unable to live this life anymore. However, I am grateful, the memory of hugs, smiles and even tears of my husband and children help me when the world no longer leaves the slightest hope for justice," said Putri.

In the alleged murder case of Brigadier J, Putri Candrawathi was sentenced to 8 years in prison. The prosecutor considered Ferdy Sambo's wife to help plan the murder of Brigadier J.

Then, the prosecutor also believed that the sexual harassment experienced by Putri Candrawathi was just a lie. Because, found several irregularities during the trial process.

One of the irregularities, Putri Candrawathi still invited Brigadier J to isolate in Duren Tiga after returning from Magelang. In fact, her husband's aide was accused of being the perpetrator of harassment and even slamming Putri to the floor.

"The existence of irregularities or rape was actually invited to go again for self-isolation in the same place as the perpetrators of sexual violence," said the prosecutor.