JAKARTA - Atiek CB revealed the mental health problems he has faced so far. It's not easy, because not only himself but his children also experience the same problem.

He realized this condition when he started living in the United States when he marriedction Smith in 1994. Then he began to feel that he felt depression long before living in Uncle Sam's country.

"Actually I had been depressed for a long time before moving to America. I had a severe depression between bipolar and (disruption) personality," Atiek CB told Melaney Ricardo in Melaney's latest video.

Atiek CB explained that he was easily aware when the changes were very extreme. At the beginning of feeling happy, he could change feeling sad and having negative thoughts including wanting to end his life.

"That's why, as long as I sing that, I almost don't have friends. I like being alone," he explained.

"So when I sing, I don't like meeting people, so I go straight to my house. I'm just happy when I'm on stage," continued Atiek.

In fact, he refused to eat together or gather every time he finished performing. Atiek CB said not only himself, but his extended family also experienced similar conditions.

"When a mother sees her children experiencing the same pattern, it's sad," said Atiek CB.

He explained that there were a few moments when he shouted while sleeping and replied to his children who also shouted. The husband who saw the condition could only speak to his family but still help his family.

"My husband is the strongest, really tough man I've ever met, from my girlfriends, from other men," said Atiek.

The singer, Whatever Boy, revealed that her husband was always calm when Anxiety approached her or her children. The husband also tries to make jokes to him.

"That's why the husband said 'oh, this is like a mental hospital'," said Atiek CB.

Now, Atiek CB's condition is better because it is assisted with treatment and therapy. In addition, Atiek also revealed things that keep him enthusiastic about living his daily life, namely music and wanting to support his children.

"It's kids. What I've felt since I was little is without meaning, except when I just had the child. Trying to change, trying to get along," said Atiek.

"It was forced to meet my son with other children. I couldn't possibly bracket them, so yes, there was that awareness because that was the case, children." he continued.


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