Lorde Sends Emotional Letters To Fans: I Live In A Broken Heart Again

JAKARTA - Lorde discussed how he currently lives in a broken heart in an emotional letter to his fans.

The pop star started her email explaining that she was in London, where she has been living and working since May.

"Everything feels clear here," he continued. I haven't met many friends; mostly, I'm alone with my mind.

Lorde added: I went swimming, went to work, walked home or took the train, I ate in the kitchen, I went to sleep thinking about what I made. I started missing my friends and family, like the lack of vitamins I had.

Later, the Solar Power singer said that he was living with a broken heart again describing this feeling as different but equal.

"I was sick all the time, I forgot the reason and then remembered it," continued Lorde. I'm not trying to hide from pain, I now understand that pain isn't something to hide, that there's actually a great beauty in moving with him. But sometimes I get fed up alone.

I eat chocolate to try to manipulate endorphins, restore the sweet happiness of Easter morning. I sat on the time machine and waited for it to move, but the machine hasn't been found yet."

Lorde then told her fans about some of the health problems she is currently experiencing, saying that her [body] is really inflamed.

He continued: 'My business doesn't work well, my skin is worse than ever, I've been sick half a dozen times. I realized earlier this year that listening to my body was difficult for me, it was something I never really learned how to do.

"I've been trying to teach myself that this year, but it's really hard, quite challenging, has made me fully aware of the moments I ignore it or don't give him what he needs, embarrass him for fighting or flight responses, drink a handful of pills and encourage him."