Left Behind By Mama Dahlia, Kiki Farrell Hasn't Been Able To Move On

Kiki Farrell at her mother's grave (Instagram @kikifarrel_)

JAKARTA - After six months of being left by Mama Dahlia who left for good on May 12, Kiki Farrell told how she felt after her mother passed away.

Kiki Farrell revealed that it was not easy for her to just give up Mama Dahlia's departure. Even though she is now getting used to being without her mother, Kiki admits that she needs time to be sincere.

"Now we are getting used to it, although it takes quite a bit of three months to receive it. When 100 days it has started (ordinarily), when 40 days it still feels, it's still not ready," said Kiki Farrell when met by media crews in the Mampang Prapatan area, Jakarta, Thursday, November 24.

Even though she had accepted the mother's departure, Kiki said that she often felt sad when she remembered the figure of Mama Dahlia.

"If you still like being stuck, you still like being sad, just starting to receive it. Now because you have a lot of activities outside, when you go home quickly, it's really different, "said Kiki.

To remember Mama Dahlia, until now Kiki is still on a routine pilgrimage to her mother's meal. If not unable, the 36-year-old actor always goes on a pilgrimage every week.

Kiki Farrell also shared that Mama Dahlia's condition, who was often sick before she died, made it even more difficult to forget the person who gave birth.

Maybe because when he was sick he was really sad. If you remember when you got sick when you left, it's really sad, you're sick, you can't sleep because you're sick. So if you remember, what you can't forget is because of the pain," he said.