Sheila Marcia's Open Confession: I Was Wrong Why Free Sex

Sheila Marcia (Photo: IG @itssheilamj)

JAKARTA - Sheila Marcia revealed her dark past that made her feel the coldness of the prison floor. He admitted that he was caught in drugs and had free sex until he had to undergo a pregnancy and was in prison because he was caught in a drug case.

Sheila Marcia was arrested by the police for taking illegal drugs in 2008. At that time, Sheila herself was in a state of two months pregnant even though she was not married.

Recalling the moment she was pregnant in prison, Sheila said that it was not easy and scared her. Moreover, prison conditions are not at all comfortable and safe for a pregnant woman.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid. That's how the toilet squatted again, 9 months, stomach as big as gaban, squatted and a cockroach came. There were cockroaches passing by. Okay, I've been afraid of cockroaches now, I'm not amused by cockroaches because of that. That's the lesson, right," said Sheila on the YouTube channel Deddy Corbuzier, quoted Friday, October 29.

Facing such a difficult and sad time, Sheila also realized that it was a result that must be accepted because of her own actions. He felt it was a punishment from God because he had free sex and used drugs.

"That's also my own fault. Why did I have free sex? In the end, God didn't allow it," Sheila said as written by ERA.id.

Furthermore, Sheila said that being in prison was a form of God's warning to her. According to him, with that he was still reminded and given the opportunity to repent first.

"I think it's like this, you know, from our wages we sin, it's death, death. Well, before death, death is really final in my opinion. When you sin and you don't remember God, you've been taken and after that you can't repent. As long as you can still be aware you were flicked, okay, it means God loves you," concluded Sheila Marcia.

Now Sheila Marcia is planning a new life in Semarang, together with her husband and 4 children. Sheila even removed some of the tattoos on her body. He admitted that he wanted to erase it consciously without any coercion.