Still Undergoing Treatment, Sonny Septian Is Afraid That He Will Not Be Happy With Fairuz A Rafiq

Fairuz A Rafiq and Sonny Septian (Instagram @fairuzarafiq)

JAKARTA - Fairuz A Rafiq could not hold back his tears when his husband, Sonny Septian, felt that he could not make him happy and also their children due to their condition which had not fully recovered after experiencing narrowing of blood vessels.

"I wrote it like I felt like this, he always said, 'I'm afraid I can't be happy with you', but, I'm happy, I always tell him, 'Bi, I'm happy, I'm really happy to see you like this, it's already the biggest gift for me', you know," said Fairuz A Rafiq quoted by VOI from Instagram @rumpi_ttv, Tuesday, February 18.

Fairuz revealed that her husband's current condition which is gradually improving is also a gift for her.

"I didn't ask for anything, after all, if the problem of sustenance is God's way of giving it. And thank God Allah really opened the door to sustenance through me," said Fairuz.

"And when Allah gives him such condition, Allah gives sustenance to his condition like that, who doesn't have to be tired, that's how he works," he continued.

Fairuz can't deny that her husband is currently in a difficult time because he feels he can't do anything about the pain he's suffering from.

"There is a lot of fear in him. Because what can he do, a strong man, crazy to work, I really know, then suddenly he has to have a lot of boundaries in his life that he can't actually do. So I understand the situation," said Fairuz.

Now Fairuz can only continue to convince Sonny Septian that he and his three children are very happy under any circumstances.

"Seeing him safe, he can come back again and the doctor says 100% physically why, you don't have any leftover, the stroke doesn't have any left, I'm like Allahuakbar. So it's like a miracle that Allah loves and that's happiness for me," he said.