Honestly Pregnant Leticia Out Of Wedlock, Sheila Marcia: Mama's Damned Deeds, You Weaved God

Sheila Marcia (Photo: YT Daniel Mananta Network)

JAKARTA - Sheila Marcia apparently never hides her past from her children. She was imprisoned for drugs and became pregnant out of wedlock with Anji due to promiscuity, all of which was told to Leticia, her first child.

"I apologized to Leticia when she was 8 years old. I said I used to drink. I explained I am not a perfect human being and nobody is perfect, perfection belongs to God," said Sheila on the Daniel Mananta Network YouTube channel, Friday, July 22 .

Sheila honestly explained the mistakes she had made because she knew that Leticia could access information from many sources. "If you want to be close and like God, you can. But if it doesn't happen it will be like mama. I know he is not a stupid child. So he knows, I never mind showing myself as I am," he asserted.

Sheila learns life lessons from her past mistakes so she doesn't feel ashamed. "I know, God let this happen in my life so my children can learn and not repeat what I did. I'm never ashamed," he continued.

In addition to being honest about her past, Sheila tells the story of the consequences that must be faced because of her past. "It's like prison, I say it's not worth it. All freedom is taken from you. People will no longer see you as good or bad, they will only be judged. It's really hard," he explained.

"Then when I drink I say it's not good, because I finally got gerd. And they saw for themselves, yes it's because of drinking. So they know the consequences, that it's addictive. Even I say smoking is addiction. I said do something that benefits you ," continued Sheila.

About getting pregnant out of wedlock, Sheila also admitted that she was wrong. However, he never blamed Leticia's presence. Sheila was grateful.

"I said to Leticia 'You are the child God wants you to be, because you are here, so you have a brake for yourself.' I always said that what was cursed was what mama did, but you were woven one and only in mama's womb. And mama has loved you since the first day mama knew mama had you in the womb, "he said with emotion.

The struggle to maintain a pregnancy also made Sheila Marcia proud of Leticia's birth. "My mother was angry at the time, but I said 'You can throw me out if you don't want my child.' Even though I don't know how hard it is to have a child at the age of 19. I am as confident as I am to take care of Leticia," he said.