Not Strong To Watch CCTV After Being Left By His Father Forever, Via Vallen: I Can't

JAKARTA - Singer Via Vallen still feels sorrow after his father's recent departure, Muhammad Arifin leaves forever. Through a chain message feature on his personal Instagram, Via Vallen suddenly vented about his condition after 15 days of his father's departure.

He wrote that his world seemed no longer attractive and even felt that he had no motivation to achieve his dreams or ideals.

The reason is, Via said that so far only her father has been a supporter for her in her work.

"Pah, let's make your heart no longer attractive

"I seem to stop having dreams. As if whatever I will achieve will be in vain, because there is no longer any longer your figure who is used to being proud of you out there," wrote Via Vallen, quoted by VOI from his personal Instagram, Monday, May 27.

It didn't stop there, this 32-year-old woman couldn't stop missing the funny behavior her father often did.

"Pah, all the ridiculous things papa used to do. Now it's a thing I really miss," he added.

The singer of the song Kelayung Layung tells that after his father's death he becomes another person and feels afraid to open social media full of memories of his father.

"When papa wasn't there, I seemed to be someone else. For more than a week to just touch my cellphone, I couldn't. I couldn't even open the social media," said Via Vallen

"But to play CCTV at home, I still feel scared until now, there are too many memories there. I can't afford it," he said.