Ashanty's Heart Is Destroyed, Feeling Failed To Be A Mother When She Knows Arsy Is Holding Back Pain For Herselves
JAKARTA - Singer Ashanty shared a sad moment that made her feel devastated and failed as a mother.
His feelings melted when he found out that his daughter, Arsy Hermansyah, was enduring extraordinary pain in the middle of the night just to avoid disturbing his doctor's rest.
This incident occurred when Ashanty was fast asleep due to the influence of drugs from a psychiatrist.
"At 11.30 at night Arsy has ear pain, we sleep together," said Ashanty in the South Jakarta area, Tuesday, August 5.
"He cried, his father's scratches, but while biting his mouth so he wouldn't scream at me," he continued.
Ashanty only found out about the incident the next day. He felt very guilty because it was his children who had to understand it, when he should have taken care of them.
"I felt that the next day I just cried all day. I felt like, how come my children have to understand me, huh? That's it. I really failed to become a mother," he admitted.
The feeling of failure deepened when he realized that his family had brought Arsy to the emergency unit without his knowledge.
Baca juga:
"For me it was a failure. It's something like, 'Hah? How come I, how come they understand me, huh?' So I have to recover like that," he concluded.