Fear Of Being Left Behind Forever, Chika Jessica Renggan Captures Mother's Moment

JAKARTA - Actress Chika Jessica shared her deep feelings about her relationship with her mother and her fear of losing her loved ones. Chika remembers simple but meaningful moments with her mother, which actually created her own fear.

"When Mama makes up, I stand on the mirror like a photo. But sometimes I like to be afraid, for example, in the video, it's okay, it's good, is it true that this will be a memory? No, you will continue to be with me," Chika Jessica said in an interview on YouTube Trans TV Official quoted by VOI, Tuesday, April 8.

He admitted that he often felt anxious when he captured the moment with his mother, worried that the moment would be a memory one day. This fear made him try to dispel negative thoughts.

"So I like it there. I like to be afraid for photos and videos, I'm afraid it's even a memory. That's why I threw away the suggestion," he explained.

This year's Eid feels different for Chika. During his sungkeman, he expressed a emotional prayer for his mother to be given a long life. He even expressed emotional sentences that showed how much love and dependence he had on his mother.

"Yes, I hope next year you will have more, yesterday when I said this, 'mah, forgive Chika, ma'am, healthy, mama, long life, if you want to die, bring Chika and Yoan'," he said.

Chika explained that currently she lives alone with her mother and sister, because her brother is married.

Fear of change and loss is increasingly felt when you see the activities of your mother who is no longer as active as usual during Eid.

"Because I only have three left, my brother is already married, 'yes, mom, if you want to die, bring Chika with Yoan, yes', I said that, 'then mama is healthy', that's how it is," he said.

"I'm afraid that this year (width) mama is there but it's like not enough, usually busy, what to cook, prepare (food)," concluded Chika.