Depression Due To Feeling Like A Failure As Husband While In Prison, Jerinx SID: Nora Is Strong And Loyal

JAKARTA - Jerinx SID took a breath of fresh air on 2 August. He was declared on parole from Kerobokan Bali Prison and was picked up by his lawyer and wife.

A week passed, Jerinx poured his feelings in a post on Instagram. During his imprisonment, he felt that his marriage was at stake.

“Marriage is about the union of two egos to meet on a line of harmonious harmony. Sounds simple, but it's actually complicated, asking for forgiveness because actually, nothing in the human head is 100% the same. A marriage will be tested when he is going through problems and trials," wrote Jerinx SID on Sunday, August 7.

He admitted that his age gap with his wife, Nora Alexandra, did not solve the problem. Because they grow and thrive in a harsh environment.

Regardless, Jerinx felt Nora was a strong woman. He also got hurt when he saw his wife during the trial process in Jakarta.

"When I was in a very stressful situation, I admit that my wife was really strong and incredibly loyal," he said.

But behind it all, Jerinx felt depressed because he felt he was not successful as a husband. The wife was also tested a lot because she had to separate after 10 months of being released from prison.

“I was depressed when I felt like I had failed to be a good husband and said things that I shouldn't have said. Depression because I can't work to provide for my family. Had also thought if my marriage was a "mistake", he concluded.

With everything he's been through, Jerinx says the universe still wants to see him and Nora happy. Nora Alexandra also commented on the post. She asked netizens not to blaspheme against her or her husband.

"For JRX fans who still like to terrorize me and judge me and dictate to me, please don't bring my husband's name into your life anymore, WISE FANS HE WHO ACCEPTS WHAT HE CHOICES Idols for HAPPY, NOT TAKES OUR HAPPY BOTH," said Nora Alexandra .