Ramadan Fasting, Kalina Oktarani Misses Mother's Presence

Kalina Octaranny (Ivan Two Men/VOI)

JAKARTA - This time it will be the first time for Kalina Oktarani without her mother. Almost a year since her mother died, Deddy Corbuzier's ex-wife admitted that she really missed the person she loved.

Ramadan this year is the first thing I feel without my mother, without my mother really feels. Honestly, tomorrow is one year (since the death of my mother). O Allah, it's been a year, my mother left," said Kalina Octaranny in Kemang, South Jakarta on Monday, March 27, 2023.

Recently, Kalina admitted that she had made a pilgrimage to her mother's meal. There, the 42-year-old woman felt very eager to meet her mother, so missed her.

"Yesterday I made a pilgrimage to my mother's place, after I prayed, I said, 'Ma, I really miss mom. I really want to meet you. There are many things I want to talk about'. I said that to mom, "he said.

Since his mother left him, Kalina has had to face quite a tough difference. There are no more people he can talk about the problems he faces, as if telling the story with his mother.

"When Mom was still there, maybe we rarely met, but I still felt it. Whenever I need her, yes, she is. Whenever I need to meet, mom is there. Whenever I want to call, mom is there. Whenever I want to chat, mom can, "said Kalina.

"Now it's like there's been a few weeks lately, I see that I want a photo or whatever makes me remember my mother. That's what makes me really miss you," he continued.

After not being able to undergo Ramadan with her mother, Kalina became more frequent in living with her father. He is grateful to be able to return to a good relationship with his family after having problems in the past.

"With papa at that time we had a little problem, but thank God I was grateful to Allah this year I was able to feel sahur and open it with papa, my brothers and sisters and I continued. Finally I felt they were a source of strength for me apart from Azka," concluded Kalina Oktarani.